Within my heart - Dead by April
Running Scared
Come to me, come to me tonight
Oh God, I need you, anyway
Baby, I just wanna be, be around you all the time
Oh God, I need you, oh…
I’m running, I’m scared tonight
I’m running, I’m scared of life
I’m running, I’m scared of breathing
‘Cause I adore you
I’m running, I’m scared tonight
I’m running, I’m scared of breathing
‘Cause I adore you
Come to me, come to me a bit more
Oh God, I need you
There’s nothing left for me to say
So rest on me darling, stay forever more
Oh God, I need you, I need you
I’m running, I’m scared tonight
I’m running, I’m scared of life
I’m running, I’m scared of breathing
‘Cause I adore you
I’m running, I’m scared tonight
I’m running, I’m scared of breathing
‘Cause I adore you
Oh, what I wouldn’t give away
To be your shelter and keep you safe
Keep you safe
I’m running, I’m scared tonight
I’m running, I’m scared of life
I’m running, I’m scared of breathing
‘Cause I adore you
I’m running, I’m scared tonight
I’m running, I’m scared of breathing
‘Cause I adore you
And I’m running
And I’m running scared
‘Cause I adore you
I miss you...
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If I had You
So I got my boots on, got the right 'mount of leather
And I'm doing me up with a black color liner
And I'm workin' my strut but I know it don't matter
All we need in this world is some love
There's a thin line 'tween the dark side and the light side baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble trying to find it
But if I had you, that would be the only thing that i would ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had you
From New York to LA getting high rock n' rollin
Get a room trash it up 'til it's ten in the morning
Girls in stripper heels, boys rolling in Maseratis
What they need in this world is some love
It's a fair line between a wild time and a flat line baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble tryin' to find it
But if I had you, that would be the only thing that I would ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had
The flashing of the lights
It might feel so good but I've got you stuck on my mind, yeah
The fashion and the stage it might get me high
But it don't mean a thing tonight
That would be the only thing that I would ever need
If I had you, then money fame or fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had you
If I had you
That would be the only thing that I would ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete (never could compete with you)
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy (it'd be ecstasy with you)
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had you
//Adam Lambert
Är förvirrad
Man måste våga, JAG måste VÅGA har jag fått höra.
Men om man är feg, tar det säkra före det osäkra...?
Man är rädd för att bli sårad igen, orkar jag det en gång till?
Ibland vet jag inte vilket ben jag ska stå på.
Jag vet vad jag vill, innerst inne...men är det värt det?
Tvivel tvivel.
Det är så jobbigt av och till, att inte veta vad man vågar och inte vågar.
Mest av allt är jag bara trött. Så vansinnigt trött! Mina ögonlock är så tunga...jag är inte sugen på att göra någonting. Bara sova, men hur lätt är det med två barn som ska underhållas...och ett jobb som ska skötas?
Nä...nu måste jag snart ta lite kaffe, inte för att jag bli piggare, men för att jag fryser...
Det är svårt
Grubbel, ångest. Känslan av att "jag vill inte".
Och inget kan jag göra åt det.
Fuck!! Det var inte så här det skulle bli.
JAG VILL INTE!
:~(
"Fight for this love"
[Chery Cole]
"Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse (curse)
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt.
Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse
It's just like we're going backwards. (backwards)
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but lets go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash nooo.
Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start.oh
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's' worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh
Now everyday ain't gon' be no picnic
Love aint a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark.
Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start.
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh
I don't know where I'm heading
I'm willing and ready to go.
We've been driving so fast
We just need to slow down
And just ro-o-o-o-o-oll.
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
It's worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh-oh-oh..."
Jag stör mig på...
Starting over...
Vill inte tro på karma
...för i så fall undrar jag vad jag gjort?
TADA!!
Tänka sig!!!!
Inte för att jag känner mig särskillt gammal, ingen åldersnojja här inte. Nej, jag ser fram emot det...på ett sätt.
Det känns nästan lite magiskt...
Mest ser jag fram emot presenterna.
Har redan fått en av min älskade man...DVD-boxen med 4 säsonger av Greys...
Ska nog avnjuta ett avsnitt nu faktiskt.
T-minus 3 hours 29 minutes and...x seconds....=)
...My All...
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me ?
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight
//Mariah Carey
...Hurtful...
I used to look the other way
I used to save them troubles for another day
I kept my fingers crossed
I used to never take the blame
I'd pull a sunshine story in a pouring rain
The more I had to change I'd just stay the same
(The same, the same, I stayed the same)
You don't know what you got till you're missing it a lot
I had to go throw it away
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
I used to buy my time
I used to beat around the bush
I'd rather give my ego another push
I used to be a fool
It was a foolish game I played
And it's a fool's faith coming mistakes I made
Once I had it right it was all too late
(Too late, too late, too little too late)
You don't know what you got until you're missing it a lot
I had to go throw it away
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
It is hurtful
It's hurtful
Oh what I did to you
(What I did to you)
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
And what I'm going through is hurtful
//Erik Hassle
Sol, semester...
Men på måndag börjar allvaret igen! Och jag har ångest! Vill inte, inte än! Särskillt inte nu när det är så fint väder. Skulle vilja förlänga semestern någon dag...har ju "bara" haft 4 veckor. Hade några sparade dagar plus att jag fick 25 semesterdagar...men det kan ju vara bra att ha.
Tror dock inte jag har något särskillt att göra på jobbet, så det blir väl lugna - och sega - dagar. Men vi får se...kanske ska planera min höst lite så jag har lite bättre koll på saker och ting och lägga in i min kalender.
Jaja...får njuta åtminstone 2 hela dagar till och det ska bli superväder i helgen så det låter ju bara bra.
Tittade förresten på två avsnitt av Grey's Anatomy igår. Bra bra. :-)
Får se om jag kollar på några ikväll eller vad vi hittar på. Just nu sitter jag och suger på en VS från färjan. Vodka Sorted mix. Apple & Kiwi. Bara 4% alkohol, lite lagom så där. :-D
Nehepp...mot altanen!
